What is this miraculous land?

I'd say that i've been alive for the past 22 years
and yet i have not find out what this is about.
Everyone around me says that i can accomplish anything,
i will find all that i look for,
there is nothing to worry about because life is beautiful...

Others find beauty in parties,
others in girls,
others in money,
others in getting attention..
(the one above is my favorite..
i like to call them, attention whores!)

Well life is none of the above, not for me!

I can have all the above, but why?
I could have sex morning night and day.. so?
I could have money, if i didn't think they are useless.
I could have attention, but that would make me a whore.
I could have anything i guess, but it's pointless.

So where is this "Land of miracles"?

Probably people today have mistaken
what life is, it's not about practicing your hobbies.
It's about finding peace i guess, that unique
peace that comes with accomplishment
plus the feeling of escape.

So all i need is to escape..

I have to find my own wonderland,
the one with nice people around that
have no money to show off,
the one that no one wants to have sex
24/7 because anything walking with a p***y
between her legs is paradise..
(i have actually heard that from someone.)
I need a place to rest, to work so i can help
or provide service to someone, a place that
feels warm for a change.

I've been cold for a long time.

All i need is to escape..

Any place would feel less cold.
Any place but here.

The quest to find the land of miracles has started..