Afternoon rain..

BURN THE CARD, SLASH THE SMILE, PAINT THEM ALL BLACK!

A rainy day, isn't it?
No there is no rain..

I must be wrong..

Well, it feels cold!

It kinda feels wet too..

Hmm...

I should double check.

Nope, there is no rain.

But i can hear the sound of rain drops!
I can feel the dampness in the air..

BURN THE CARD, SLASH THE SMILE, PAINT THEM ALL BLACK!

Am i crazy???

All those pieces gathered together for a feast.
All those pieces pilled up, and the stench, oh the stench!
It's kinda horrible!

A rotten pile of junk, yet colourfull..

Tastes salty!

BURN THEM ALL DOWN TO ASHES!

I could see myself the other day,
"i look rather good" i thought.
I was holding a pretty greenish business card.
Beautiful colours all around and a killer smile!
Damn! I did look good!

"Oh, there must be something valuable there!" Nali said.
"Don't bother, you can tell it's old rubbish by the looks of it." Darnia replied.
"Then why is it here?"
"Someone must have thrown them away."
"Is it good for the enviroment to keep rubbish out in the open?"
"Well i guess not, it could be harmful for the rest of us!"
"Should we burn them daddy?"
"And that is exactly what we are going to do!"

No.. it's not a rain drop, it's a tear drop..


Nali was to be found dead a few years later.. No chance for revival.

What is this miraculous land?

I'd say that i've been alive for the past 22 years
and yet i have not find out what this is about.
Everyone around me says that i can accomplish anything,
i will find all that i look for,
there is nothing to worry about because life is beautiful...

Others find beauty in parties,
others in girls,
others in money,
others in getting attention..
(the one above is my favorite..
i like to call them, attention whores!)

Well life is none of the above, not for me!

I can have all the above, but why?
I could have sex morning night and day.. so?
I could have money, if i didn't think they are useless.
I could have attention, but that would make me a whore.
I could have anything i guess, but it's pointless.

So where is this "Land of miracles"?

Probably people today have mistaken
what life is, it's not about practicing your hobbies.
It's about finding peace i guess, that unique
peace that comes with accomplishment
plus the feeling of escape.

So all i need is to escape..

I have to find my own wonderland,
the one with nice people around that
have no money to show off,
the one that no one wants to have sex
24/7 because anything walking with a p***y
between her legs is paradise..
(i have actually heard that from someone.)
I need a place to rest, to work so i can help
or provide service to someone, a place that
feels warm for a change.

I've been cold for a long time.

All i need is to escape..

Any place would feel less cold.
Any place but here.

The quest to find the land of miracles has started..